Feel guilty about being an ambitious woman? Read this
Have you ever played dumb in front of a guy/men just so they like you and/or accept you, even though you knew you were smarter than him?
Have you ever tried to convince yourself or people around you that just because you’re ambitious you’re not mean or bad as a person?
Do you feel as a woman you cannot have it all a successful personal and professional life?
I’m going to ask you to pause reading for a minute and sincerely answer these questions.
If your answer is Yes, this blog post will help you bust many myths regarding ambition and how being ambitious is not a bad thing.
I wasn’t very enthusiastic in school about studying or sports. I loved art, English and History. But back when I was studying if you weren’t good at studies or sports or public curricular activities you weren’t bright or a worthy kid. What was worse was that I accepted this notion and lived with till a really long time.
When I started going to college, obviously I did realize that I’m not dumb or stupid but kept playing dumb because I felt almost guilty to accept that I was ambitious and smart and knew what I wanted in and from my life.
Oh yes, I have played dumb in front of a guy, because he assumed that I was dumb and stupid, and somehow, I didn’t feel like correcting him. When I looked around me, I saw women playing dumb and unambitious and apologetic about being so clear headed and having a purpose that it almost made me feel as if there was something wrong with me.
I remember when I was 25ish, I told a woman that I didn’t want to marry so soon because I wanted my own studio and wanted to start my own business and she laughed saying, “Really? Do you really think that’s possible?”
Is it really so wrong to be ambitious?
Are we better off as unambitious and dumb women?
Are we not allowed to dream big?
You might want to ask me, if this thought still exists in today’s digital world? I’d say yes, it does. Most women over 21 feel and question their ambitions and dreams and don’t show who they are just because they don’t want to be perceived as mean and a threat.
Are we to wait for a society or a man to validate our intelligence and ambitions, as right? I’ve heard many mothers say, “Oh get married then study further.” “Get married then do what you want.” “Get married then work.”
In what rational way does an institution like marriage justify career? It’s not right for a woman to work, it’s not right for a woman to be so educated. It’s not right for a woman to earn more than a man. An educated girl won’t succumb to home chores. An ambitious woman won’t be a good wife or partner. I’ve heard this all. And yes, this sucks!
I’m 29 years old and I’m single. I have my own coaching and consulting business. I make good money and live life on my own terms. Over the past years I’ve realized many things about what and how an ambitious woman should be. Some of which I’m going to share with you.
Don’t play dumb – Please don’t! It’s not cute or healthy in the long term for your self-esteem and self-confidence. You’re smart, play smart! You don’t or will not be smart at everything and that’s okay. No competition. But don’t play dumb either.
Don’t settle - Good is not good enough, you deserve the best. No matter what anyone says, if you deserve the best make sure you get it.
Don’t justify your ambition – Don’t explain why you’re ambitious. Men aren’t asked, are they? Then should you